Why?
Why what?
I don't even know.
Actually eto eh

Why do you have to be like that?
Why do you have to be flirty and funny?
Why do you have to be so cute?
Why do you make me stutter?
Why do you make my heart beat fast?
Why do you make my hands and my voice shake?
Why do you make my insides feel soft and mushy and weak?
Why do you make me smile out of nowhere?

Why did I let this happen?

Why do you have a girlfriend?

Just. Why?
Oh gosh. I actually have a crush on you.
Again.
My golly.
No!
Bat ba ko parang highschool??
Shet ayoko.

Why? Why?
Why do you have to say those things to me?
Of course it's because you don't know that I become putty when someone compliments me.
Actually no eh, it's not about the compliments you throw
Kase before pa lang tayo magharap kinikilig na ko.
But
WHY am I kinikilig?
Why?
Kase nga you're being flirty and cute.
AND I FREAKIN LIKE IT.
(I like it too much. It's not safe. You have a girlfriend.)

Sigh.
I need someone like you in my life.
Someone who makes me giddy.

And again.

Why do you have to be unavailable?
Cute mo pa naman!

You: Ang ganda mo naman!
Me: ....
(fuck you po)
(bat ang sincere mo? bitch)
(Pero hindi lang yan eh!)

Why diba?
Tapos may girlfriend ka.

Ang weird talaga promise!
To think that I only started talking to you for about an hour starting 4.30am (approx. time)
Then facetime for only a short while kanina!!!!!
How did this happen???

Why am I being like this?
Ano ba pakiramdam ko sa sarili ko. Tae.
Nagssquirmy na naman yung tummy ko kase naiisip kita and hindi ka nag ttext.
My gahd! What's happening to me??

Well syempre baka yung girlfriend mo yung ka facetime mo or kausap mo sa phone ngayon.
Oh gosh Louie. Naririnig mo ba sarili mo???
Feeling mo agad number 2 ka and ngayon mo pa lang sya nakausap.
Fnlirt ka lang ng konti.
My golly Louie. Calm your tits.
Louie kumalma kang baboy ka.

Ok.
Ineexplain ko lang, crush ko sya.
Masama?
Hindi diba?
I'm confident na lilipas din to.

P.S.
Hi.
Stop ruining my life.
Kthnxbye.


P.P.S.
It's nice having a crush.
I almost forgot how it felt.
This is nice.
I'm tolerating this.
Kalma lang ng konti para hindi mukang tanga