Tell me. Bat ngayon ko pa nararamdaman to?

Dahil lang to sa emotions kong weird diba? Kaya I feel this way. Right.

I therefore conclude that whatever crap I'm feeling right now is because of this weird emotional phase, my weird and untrusty (if that's a word) emotions.

Let me explain.
I have decided to file my resignation, it is now approved. My last day is on the 27th, this month. Soon right?

Well dati I can't wait for my last day here. Pero now, my thoughts are.... "ang lapit na" "what am i gonna do?".

Well first, my team now is kinda ok compared to my old team, I'm the only girl now beeteedub (got that from how i met your mother, jologs ba? lol). Ok lang naman yon, yung team being boy infested I mean.

Pero now I'm thinking, I'm kinda ok friends na with A, how I wanted to be close to her before, I got it now. We have secrets, inside jokes, we laugh a lot together, we have a lot in common, it's not awkward na unlike before, I really really like her already.
Plus W, I'm friends with him too, we talk and laugh and depend on each other (we're seatmates and we were in training together). D is now a considered friend too, with N, and ate A. My new boy teammates are finally easing their way to me, slowly nga lang super, like 2 of them is now comfortable of talking to me na. Actually 3.5 of them na is talking to me comfortably, that's more than half the team.
And work is now easier, less pressure with my new TL, even though I don't really like her. But the new team is really fun.
I think I'm finally having fun here, I think I finally have friends. And I just convinced S to apply here. Please don't make me regret this.

I have to read more pinterest quotes about being young and carefree and stupid, and making mistakes, and things about adventure, about life happening only once.

It's funny how my life decisions depends so much on pinterest. Oh god how shallow can I be?