Trying to forget you by talking to other boys, flirting and stuff
But
They're not you.
Yes they take my mind off you (sometimes)
But now I end up comparing you to them.
How it doesn't feel the same way.
How it feels as if I'm forcing myself to talk to them, to flirt with them, just so I don't think about you.

I miss you sometimes.
But I hate it. I hate it that I do.
I hate it that I'm not in 100% control of my feelings sometimes
I hate it that may mga times na mind slips and I end up thinking about you.
And that's when I miss you. (Do you miss me too?)
(No don't answer that pls)

The difference between you and them is zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Good night.