I'm scared that when I resign I might feel more alone than ever.
I have nothing to do, I mean I have, but I'll be alone and it will never be like how I see it in my head.
Well Red will be there, and Baby Tiger but still.
I just have to be dedicated to go regularly to my Lotus friend's studio, everyone will be there.
I will feel like an artist again there.

Give me time, I'll finish this entry. Let me just gather my thoughts.

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