Former boss asked us(former team) to dinner after shift
I got excited, because we miss her terribly.
But I'm getting kinda scared kase I don't want to like my work friends more than I like them already.
It'll be hard to leave if i end up loving them you know.
Oh these people.....

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Buhay bata ah.
I'm so proud!
Good job good job.

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I'm scared that when I resign I might feel more alone than ever.
I have nothing to do, I mean I have, but I'll be alone and it will never be like how I see it in my head.
Well Red will be there, and Baby Tiger but still.
I just have to be dedicated to go regularly to my Lotus friend's studio, everyone will be there.
I will feel like an artist again there.

Give me time, I'll finish this entry. Let me just gather my thoughts.

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Tell me. Bat ngayon ko pa nararamdaman to?

Dahil lang to sa emotions kong weird diba? Kaya I feel this way. Right.

I therefore conclude that whatever crap I'm feeling right now is because of this weird emotional phase, my weird and untrusty (if that's a word) emotions.

Let me explain.
I have decided to file my resignation, it is now approved. My last day is on the 27th, this month. Soon right?

Well dati I can't wait for my last day here. Pero now, my thoughts are.... "ang lapit na" "what am i gonn...
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I should REALLY explore branding.

It's a fun world, Louie. And you have a lot of ideas for it. It's fun because..... well you know why..... you start from scratch, it's like building identity of a product, it's like you decide what kind of person your product is going to be. For me, it's the most fun part of advertising, branding is. OK, I should stop before I get too passionate, before it gets boring, before I put people to sleep.

Walang work, ano ba yan, hanggang 11.

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Being stupid like having sex with all your co workers and now you have no choice but to quit because you had sex with all of them and now you have STD and pregnant and you don't know who's the father. Tae how stupid can you be diba?
Or clutching loosely your newly purchased ipad sa mrt cubao station without the screen protector and everything.

tapos

Being stupid like doing something stupid, pero before you even do anything, you already prepared all the equipment for trouble shooting your life b...
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My cupcake friend said that it's actually bad manners to blog about work. I'm sorry work. I really don't have anything nice to say about work. Might as well keep my mouth shut.
Wait eh pero what if wala ka naman nice feelings whatsoever about your work?

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It is now 10.52 on my desktop clock. I have already done 17 logos, and there are 12 ads in my queue that I can finish on my lunch break. I make it sound as if it's impressive. It's really not, sometimes the job here is easy. I kinda like my new team too, but that doesn't mean I'm going to stay. I was planning to hand in my resignation letter today but unfortunately, our boss is on leave until Friday, because it's her freaking birthday. So I guess I won't be able to hand it in until Monday, I ...
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Sometimes my mermaid friend believes in me more than I do. It feels nice, that when I don't believe in myself, someone does for me. And now I don't know how to repay her. Maybe I will by trying my best.

She doesn't know I've changed here, that this place changed me. Reality won't be easy for me anymore when I get out of this hell hole.

This place killed the social person in me. I don't even know how to interact with people anymore. Someone save me please!

Dear Public,
I'm sorry I'm so awkward, I ...
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It was that weekend, the weekend that I was with them. I was hurrying to go home, it was raining and I have that feeling in my tummy, not the good one, like I'm anxious talaga to go home. I told them that I already miss my family, they thought it was weird that I do. Pero I swear it wasn't the only reason I wanted to go home. It's just that I've been gone too long, I was worried they(the fam) were worrying about me na. They(lezzies and kid) thought that I couldn't get away from them while the...
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Yesterday my mermaid friend told me,
"You fit here and i want you here."

It gave me hope.

Sometimes I forget how much I love her.



 I love you mermaid. I miss you.

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