I'm scared that when I resign I might feel more alone than ever.
I have nothing to do, I mean I have, but I'll be alone and it will never be like how I see it in my head.
Well Red will be there, and Baby Tiger but still.
I just have to be dedicated to go regularly to my Lotus friend's studio, everyone will be there.
I will feel like an artist again there.

Give me time, I'll finish this entry. Let me just gather my thoughts.

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Sometimes my mermaid friend believes in me more than I do. It feels nice, that when I don't believe in myself, someone does for me. And now I don't know how to repay her. Maybe I will by trying my best.

She doesn't know I've changed here, that this place changed me. Reality won't be easy for me anymore when I get out of this hell hole.

This place killed the social person in me. I don't even know how to interact with people anymore. Someone save me please!

Dear Public,
I'm sorry I'm so awkward, I ...
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It was that weekend, the weekend that I was with them. I was hurrying to go home, it was raining and I have that feeling in my tummy, not the good one, like I'm anxious talaga to go home. I told them that I already miss my family, they thought it was weird that I do. Pero I swear it wasn't the only reason I wanted to go home. It's just that I've been gone too long, I was worried they(the fam) were worrying about me na. They(lezzies and kid) thought that I couldn't get away from them while the...
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