Hello blog.
So sorry I'm gonna be a bit busy starting next week-ish.
Well that's because I'm a working girl na.
Lol. Haha. That sounds super weird. I'm only kidding.
As if work can keep me away from you, dear bloggie.
I'm just updating on my life.
What should I wear to work kaya?
Tae my eyes are drying up.

I actually nearly teared up during the interview.
They are all super nice. I would love to work there.
They said, "Welcome to the family."
Tae aren't they cute?

So I was walking papunta sa train station after the interviews
I texted Lezzie #1 first.
Then I texted mom and she called me agad.
I was surprisingly calm the whole time.
I told all the people whom I know will be supportive (ehem. Lotus friend)
(I don't want her to look down on me because I have a tiny sweldo)
(Sorry self, she makes you feel that way)
And it's only sinking in now.
Deep breaths, Louie. People at Starbucks are not ready to see a girl cry.
So keep calm.

Oooh a cute guy walked in.
Ok never mind, may kasamang girl.
Oh gosh conyo sya, eww.
Plus mas cute pa si .......
Cute guy: But hey, where's my phone?
Me: Oh god, shut up, shut up.

Anyway what was I talking about before I got distracted?
So yun nga, ngayon lang nagsisink in.
Nakaka tear up sa totoo lang
Pag iniisip ko mga pinagdaanan ko before I got this job.
You know almost every morning, for a month, 
I walk the streets of Makati or Ortigas or wherever in Metro Manila.
Sometimes I take the jeep, and yes, in corporate-ish clothes.
Short and tight skirts, blazers and sometimes heels.
Yes, nakakailang and mahirap kase almost always naliligaw ako
Pero mas mahirap pag nagtataxi ako kase
I'm broke and it's not even funny anymore.

Conyo Couple Update: Oh gosh. Sitting in his lap!
Don't do that in front of me if you don't want me to poke your eyes out with my pink pen.
Do I sound super bitter?
Well sorry about that.
I just want one those (intimacy with a cute guy i like)
So yeah, am I jealous? Totally.

Remember when I said I wanted to try being broke?
Because most of the happiest people I know are broke and they get by, happy.
And I'm jealous.
To be continued....
(Because the college friends and I are going to have an emergency very very corporate meeting
Where no one will get drunk)