Ever been in that moment where you realize that
you just don't care about anything at all in particular.

Starting off with work, it feels like I don't give a rat's ass anymore.
I should tremble at the thought of getting a memo
But I'm not.
But I can barely open up my fb knowing I'll see updates from my officemates.
Seeing their posts feels like looking at responsibilities.
Responsibilities I don't care about.
At least not anymore.
I mean I originally don't care but then I started caring, then I don't anymore.
I mean how can I, when I don't even know where the company is going?
I don't mean to bad mouth again but seriously.
Seriously.
I don't want to be around when everything falls to pieces.
I mean there was a time I became passionate about it
But not anymore, I can't seem to find to find the motivation to perform at my best.

Or MAYBE, today lang to, kase I'm super sick as in.
As in there's hilo and can't-come-down-the-stairs feels involved.

Basta, I don't even know what I need from the world right now.
Maybe I just need my best lezzies.
It's been too long since I've seen them.
I miss them loads :(