is it ok if i don't trust you with my heart anymore?

Posted by louie louie on Tuesday, April 1, 2014

date me

be my boyfriend

be the perfect boyfriend

be the cutest thing ever

hold my heart

then crush it.

crush it so hard that i won't ever feel love again

when i had you again

i thought that this was it

that i wouldn't be putting up walls anymore

never did it ever occur to me that i would be putting up walls again

walls around my heart to keep from hurting.

walls against you.

you're the only thing that makes me weak

it might sound sweet but it's a bad thing

when i started going out with you

it took time for me to get used to it

i was always guarded

but that was what i was used to

being alone for years you learn some tricks

to protect yourself

but it gets tiring

i realized it was tiring when i didn't need to be that guarded anymore

because someone will be there for me now

that it's fine to be weak because someone will be strong for me now

that it's ok to be myself because someone will protect me

but i never asked who will protect me from you.