"There's no words to explain how big it was,
what he and I had,
or how much it hurts when something that big in your life is swept away,
or how empty that place is he once filled,
or how impossible it is to find something to fill it,
but since everyone knew i drained myself empty...."

"I was remembering good stuff and for the first time
in a long time, those memories didn't come with pain."