Mistletoe
Because Christmas and he started being cool with that song.
And a little less squeaky.
I'm thinking he just got past puberty.

Boyfriend
Because Justin Timberlake.

Beauty and a Beat
Because I saw an act perform it on XFactorAu and then
I got a bad case of LSS so I figured I have to download the song,
And now I have it 50% memorized.
I know what you're thinking, don't say it.

So I just got home from being out wiv ze girls.
Just me, M, T and N,
(whispers) It's the core group.
I didn't think I would enjoy it all but I did.
I thought I'd be all depressed and shit
Because they're all so pretty and skinny (except Turrt)
(but she's cute as hell)
But I wasn't. Depressed and shit.
I just had fun.
Not too much but yeah I liked it
And I would do it again.

You know I still get weirded out when guys check me out.
When they stare at me all night, as if they find me pretty.
It's weird because I'm wiv 3 pretty girls,
Like why would they look at me when they're there!
The pretty girls, I mean.
It's weird because I'm fat and I'm not as makinis as them.
It's weird because I think I kinda have an ugly laugh.
Pang jologs ba.
Also, the other day, when my lotus friend and I were out,
We went to Burger King and I swear the cashier guy is beyond cute.
So I smiled a bit but let Lotus talk more. About our order of course.
And this cute Burger King kuya kept looking.
And when we sat down, Lotus was all like,
"Type ka nya."
Then when cute Burger King kuya gave us our food,
He did it again! He was staring and being all smiley.
Then when he left, Lotus said,
"He sooo have a crush on you."

I'm not nagyayabang or anything kaya ko sinasabi to
But this is really weird for me.
No one that cute ever has a crush on me, or checks me out.
He was really cute I swear.
His name is Ivan, I looked at his nametag, kase nga ang cute nya!
And I never attract someone like that.
I only attract the jologs ones.
I know, harsh. Pero yun eh.
Like that other guy I was blabbering about earlier
The one who kept staring all night as if he really finds me pretty.
We were in Tomato Kick kanina beeteedub.
Yon, he's the jologs type, pero it's still weird kase I'm wiv ze girls nga.
They're pretty I swear.
But whyyy me?
Pero thank you, for thinking I'm pretty.
Kahit I'm fat.
And have weird hair.

Omg.
Is it because I am finally applying my make up the right way?

Anyway thank you again.
For polishing my self esteem.

P.S.
Lotus calls "cute Burger King kuya",
"Yung boyfriend mo sa Burger King"
a.k.a Ivan. To his family and friends.

P.P.S.
I'll try to put here the only 1 photo we had for the night.
For the mean time,
Here's some Christmas lights (fairy lights to the British)
Because Christmas!