I realized I can't be trusted lately. I'm about to have my period and my emotions, oh gosh my emotions, they're all over the place.

I'm bitchy on normal days, and now I'm extra extra bitchy, and I can't help it! i know when I'm being bitchy, when I'm about to say something snarky or mean but I still do it. Really, when someone asks me something and the answer is yes, I say instead "bahala ka" or "ikaw, kung ano gusto mo" THEN when the answer is no, i say instead "bahala ka" or "ikaw, kung ano gusto mo".

Like this:
Person: Louie, sundin ko ba yung gantong instructions?
Louie: bahala ka

Person: Louie, kakain na ba tayo?
Louie: ikaw, kung ano gusto mo

Person: Louie, pakamatay na ba ko?
Louie: ikaw, kung ano gusto mo

See? Now imagine me saying all those and not even looking at the person I'm talking to.

AND I tear up over just about anything! On commercials, on Baby Tiger being super cute, on stuff over Pinterest, on Suits, ON SUITS! Everything.

Like this:
Harvey: You're my peer.
Louie: T_T

Harvey: Donna---
Louie: (press rewind and then) T_T

Facebook: (you're friend is now a tattoo artist)
Louie: T_T I love you so much friend
Friend: (weirded out)


Mother: I donated money to the bagyo victims in your father's hometown
Poker face Louie: (deep inside, T_T) ok

Being a girl is hard. It's unfair, guys don't have emotional breakdowns. I mean I usually have my emotions on a tight leash and I pretend I'm a cold-hearted bitch. Now I'm 50% heartless bitch and 50% emotional wreck. And my decisions depends on what I'm feeling at the moment.

Dear Period,
Please be over already.
This is tiring.