Wow seriously.
Lately I've been having cold feet about resigning.
Pero kanina, wow you reminded me how much I never want to see you again.
To think you were my friend.
When your old friend left, I went with you everywhere.
I find out what makes you uncomfortable so I won't bring you there,
what are the things you like so I can offer them to you.
Just everything to make you feel comfortable with me,
because I wanted to be your friend.
I ask you if you want to eat, because you might be hungry.
And even if I'm not hungry, even if I should be doing ads instead, I go with you to eat,
even if the smell of the pantry disgusts me. I just hold my breath the entire time.
That's how much I care about you, your needs.

Seriously I don't even know why they call me THAT when she's the brat,
when no one can win against her, because she has to be always right,
when she always talks to me in that condescending tone with a little laugh
as if I'm a stupid kid.
Was I ever bratty? I'm always careful of what comes out of my mouth around here,
because I don't want to be seen as a brat.

Eff. you ruined my day/night.
You're the worst.
You don't even think about the comments you say about me.
I know I'm kinda being over dramatic about this, really, now that I've finished my rant,
I think her comment wasn't that bad.
Pero during the moment, I really felt bad.
Really, it wasn't the worst thing you can say about a person.

Let me tell you na nga what she said.
Me: (i can't do ot today, i have somewhere to go to, i won't do it) (something like that, less bratty, more sad-ish/frustrated)
Her: Ok lang mayaman ka naman eh (loud, with a laugh as if it's funny) (no one laughed)
Me: (shocked she went there. again.) Grabe ka naman, (her name)! Wala kaya akong ka pera pera!

Again, I know it's not the worst comment. pero she's the only one who says things like that about me. As if it matters, as if sinasampal ko sa pagmumuka nya kung may pera ba ko. Eh napaka discreet ko nga dito. (grabe iba yung pain ko, nakatagalog na ko with feelings).
I want to explain to her that I don't have money, that we're all working for a living. This shouldn't be a big deal pero why does she have to make me feel bad. Seryoso gusto ko mag walk out non. OA ko lang eh noh? Pero I'm fed up. She's been that way ever since bago pa lang ako. And kahit ganon sya, i still wanted to be her friend then. Well not anymore. I'm glad I'm resigning.

I don't hate you. I just don't want to be your friend anymore. And please stop making comments like that. I never made you feel poor or inferior to me. In fact, it's the other way around, I'm the one feeding your ego. I was never right, you were never wrong.