It is now 10.52 on my desktop clock. I have already done 17 logos, and there are 12 ads in my queue that I can finish on my lunch break. I make it sound as if it's impressive. It's really not, sometimes the job here is easy. I kinda like my new team too, but that doesn't mean I'm going to stay. I was planning to hand in my resignation letter today but unfortunately, our boss is on leave until Friday, because it's her freaking birthday. So I guess I won't be able to hand it in until Monday, I guess that's fine, kase I'm really not in a hurry.
I don't even know what I'm going to do after this. Pero kase kahit minsan lang I want to feel that I'm young and reckless (tempted to put that in my resignation letter), I live like an old person to be honest.

I live like an old person. I'm guessing the Lezzies hate it that I think like this. But they don't get it, and I can't find the words to explain to them why I want to feel young. They don't understand, they've been there, napagdaanan na nila yon, being young and stupid and reckless and carefree. I didn't. During my college years, most of it I was in a relationship or studying my ass off. Just too busy to be stupid and reckless.

Ok point is, I'm young. Too young to be stuck in a boring job. I should be exploring and meeting new people. And getting pissed drunk, pregnancy scare every month, piercings, tattoos, embarrassing myself in front of cool strangers, making out with a cool stranger (lol as if I can do all these, i'm too uptight!)

Again, point is, quitting my job, I'm half and half over it. I'm sometimes scared that I'm going to be jobless, that it's stupid, kase it's not easy to look for a job, and my job right now is super easy, pero that's what I'm going for, I want to be stupid, it's such a young thing to do, quitting and being maarte about a job.